If you awaken from this illusion, and you understand that black implies white,implies other,implies— or shall I say,implies life — you can conceive yourself. Not conceive, butyourself, not as ain the , not as someone here on sufferance, on probation, not as something that has arrived here by fluke, but you can begin to feel your own existence as absolutely fundamental. What you are basically, deep, deep down, far, far in, is simply the fabric and structure of existence itself. So, say in Hindu mythology, they say that the world is the drama of . God is not something in Hindu mythology with a white beard that sits on a throne, that has royal perogatives. God in Indian mythology is the self, . Which means , that which is, chit, that which is consciousness; that which isis . In other words, what exists,itself is gorgeous, it is the fullness of total .