I have seen the ; I have seen and I know thatcan beandwithout losing theofon . I will not and cannot believe thatis the normal condition of . And it is just thisof mine that theyat. But how can I help believing it? I have seen the truth — it is not as though I had invented it with my , I have seen it, seen it, and the living image of it has filled myfor ever. I have seen it in such fullthat I cannotthat it is impossible forto have it.

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